outfit 1

this is exaclty what i wore for my first day of my level 3 in univesity

sunkist orange

I started to lose control about what i eat and binging lately, i should have changed my old habit. so starting monday, i’ll have to work hard for it and start exercising regularly.

RIP Marco Simoncelli, may you rest in peace. i love your curly hair anyway, it’s kinda sexy

You’re just…

just now, i ended the call with you. i asked you this and that, but never once i expected that kind of answers from you. now i’m blue, because you’re just let me down -again-.

My Poor Cooking Skill

yesterday breakfast: orange and cereal(so typical)

brunch: sauteed spinach, tofu and tempeh in soy sauce, eggs and rice

today i cooked it by myself and i shared it with my housemates. okay the tofu and tempeh was not as spicy as i wished for, fail attempt. i have asked my mom how to make it and followed the directions but still it was not the same as what she has fed me, oh how i miss you maw, paw and my little sister. it’s been a month since i left Indonesia.

Seriously, i need to improve my cooking skill. I want to make a food that is beautiful to be photographed but in other way it can also make you beautiful with its nutrition and healthy benefits. Maybe i need to learn and experiment a lot and also there are a lot of cooking blog that offer many range of healthy food along with the recipe. OMG, i can’t wait to try the recipes from them. I will let you guys know about my cooking skill progress

Have a nice day

Lazy sunday

green tea, grapefruit, whole-wheat bread, spinach stuffed omelette

Today is a sunny and bright day but what kind of people who is staying in her bedroom all day long, laying in her bed and singing along with her itunes. Yes that’s me and i’m so lazy today :p

Tomorrow is monday and i got classes, so today i will rest as much as i want. Anyway, I just finished cleaning my room and all i want to do is laying in my bed all day long wohooo

okay it’s kind of a lame room, i know. it’s not artsy just like a tublr-esque room and it somehow looks like child bedroom but with no apparent reason i just like it whatever mess and lame my room is :p

breakfast lately

green tea, whole-wheat bread, smuckers jelly and banana

get the idea from ai, and it was so good

oatmeal and SplakBlakMutakarak CD compilation

the songs was good and so was the oatmeal, nice kick for a breakfast \m/

lettuce salad with 100% free fat italian dressing

well, i just want to share what i had for my breakfast lately. so my mantra is “eat beautifully to be lovely”. have a good day everyone and eat well -like my mum always says-

thank you steve

i personally thanked Steve Jobs for his brilliant ideas of creating visionary gadget. you’ve successfully created a ding in universe. i still remember the first time when i bought my mac and now my life revolves around it. May you rest in peace

 

raindrops

It’s wet season here, never leave my home without being stuck in rain and always bring along umbrella wherever i go outside. I hate it when my shoes become wet and many dirt sticking in, my clothes need more time to get dry, my laziness to move from the bed cuddling with my blanket will escalate perpendicularly with my craving for hot food and drinks.

Okay raining is not bad at all, at least it makes Kuala Lumpur weather not so hot anymore. It brings peace whenever you smell the rain and when you look at the window where there is rain drops falling from the glass, all you can see is blurred version of hustling bustling city with some people using colorful umbrella here and there. In a way that i can’t describe, i feel like i’m not just waste of space.

Recently, many things happen to me. My life has been ups and downs like a roller coaster,  my brain was forced to think beyond its limit while my heart was asked not to care about anything. They worked on the contrary which resulting chaos in my life.

so today i was standing in front of my window, enjoyed every breath i took while watching the rain falling down. the memory was flashing back like a waterfall, i played my itunes and it was Radiohead-High and Dry. my favorite song. By the end of the song, a teardrop was falling. It’s been a while since the last time i’m crying.

i wiped my tears, walked out of my room and made a perfect green tea. I’m okay now

Baking

I do love foods and i have a severe sweet tooth but not to chocolate and candies. i love baking goods like cakes, muffins, brownies, cookies and pie. But lately i’ve been concerned with my weight issue, BMI told me that i was an obese and labelled me as ‘super-unhealthy’. Well, i’ve been struggling with this issue for long time so i put my efforts to a life style changing as well as working my ass off to move from a sedentary life to active. I’ve lost many and now BMI told me again that i’ve reached my normal weight. Anyway, i will tell about my body issue for later post.

So today’s tea is green tea with steamed blueberry brownie and grapes. it was delicious for breakfast before i had to run for a bus to my campus -yes, it’s good for your health but in some ways i hate the bus system here. it’s sucks-. i’m not making that brownies, i bought it in Indonesia. it was steamed, therefore the brownie is softer an it’s more cake-y unlike baked brownie that has lil’ crispiness. okay i really don’t know how to explain but i hope that at least you get what i mean.

Because i have to start my healthy regime, i have to at least put an effort to make my meals more healthy. I love cake but it’s loaded with sugar and fats and after reading alot in a bookstore -just read, not buy :p-, i have an urge to bake my own cakes and cookies and make it more healthy. The problem is, there’s no oven, food, processor, blender and mixer in my apartment. OH WELL.

I’m trying to solve this problem. seems like i’m halfway there, my friend allow me to use her oven and i just need to buy the mixer. Time to save some money

so how was your day? i hope it was good and tomorrow will be better